Daily Discipline

6/1/2025 well the plan is manifesting in real time.  even if i were to resign it workings it becomes more evident to proceed.  taking mom out for brunch, ODD was present as we were leaving.  lana ella mom and the kids.  ella remained in the house waiting fror ODD to get her stuff before locking up.  oh you can just lock the storm door cause i need to come back to clock out.  no, im not leaving just locking the storm door and we'll be back in time for you to clock out.  i need to clock out on time, i received a text reminding me to clock out on time. see here lana ill show you. she probably texted herself now ma that wasnt called for yes youre right, i apologized and repent. yeah i see, but its my faulth for not calling to tell you that we taking grams out today. so itll be on me if we are late. you have 30 minute grace and you can put in a time sheet. well im not going til yall return  oh yes you are going. youre not staying in here.  can you...

6/4/2025 So idoa has left with the signed paperwork to change healthcare agencies. i was so eager for it to get done i rushed mom into signing the papers without reading. usually representative will go the forms this represented didnt. i would sound stupid to ask revealing i didnt read the paperwork.  some poa am i.  i witnessed the rep take of photo of my moms bsnk statements, state id, and ss card but didnt at least take a photo of the signed documtnts. how stupid of me? the irony here is that i scutinize tonjah before loaning her money for car repair but not the idoa reprep.  at times i feel mentally drained when it comes to mom. at times i tend to run out  energy and interests.  now her grandson dough has called annoucing his arrival to visit her, that was 20 minutes ago. i must coach myself into allowing this. nothing wrong with him wanting to visit his granny, its just id prefer a scheduled  visit nothing spontaneous. so out of inconvenience mom was m...

*A birthday that goes awkward it runs in the family, a child being born the day after their mother's birthday. Ebony december 5 hasd her second eldest sone the day after december 6 . Tonjah september 10 oldest son born a day after along with two other children in the same month. talk about sticking to a fertile mating season, eh? then there is Beedie febuary 5, the mother of both them along with Ella. stereotypes run in the family also the middle child is the least noticed, the oldest and the youngest competes for attention. there is a favorite, the tattle tale, the bad seed, the good two shoe, the is smart and lintelligent one, the tom boy, the girly girl, all ithese characteristics in three sisters. the mother gets all the attention.  but now mother is gone.  ebony is gone. what about jeremy? beedie is gone. what about ella? only mother left is tonjah. the middle child who is often overlooked.  why is this important? what is trhe significaqnce? MOm's celebration was a b...

  5/2025 and counting No Bullet Proof Glass! and ree,ber to provide the parking lot video Upon returning to the Chi from Lake County, I was face with the Cook County Bag tax that was implemented 2017. Chicago businesses would charge .07 per shopping bag upon check out. The policy is to promote reusable bags that could maintain or improve the environment.  Having no car, I have been one who has kept my travel local. I frequent Family Dollar, Dollar tree, City Trends, and the Beauty Supply stores.   So, upon check-out at the Dollar Tree I am asked, "You wanna Bag?" "Hmm, what, the bag doesn't come with the merchandise?" She did a hard sigh due to having to explain this new policy for the 1000th time.    "There's the cost of a bag is 7-cents."    "You don't say?"  anyway, after hearing this question being pose after every purchase one would become nnoyed to start bringing their own bag. and if your looking to save money - that 7 cents be...

                                                                                                 On respite 10.5 hook 2 inch elastic band stitch marker  Color of choice of Home Spun Boucle yarn 22 sc around band end with slip knot chain 3 skip 1st stitch 1 dc in first 4 stitches  2dc in 5th stitch   slip knot at end of row - chain 2- skip stitch- sc in first 3rd stitches- 2 dc in every 4th stitch - repeat all around - end row with slip knot- chain two- skip first stitch- sc in first 2 stitches- 2 sc in every 3rd stitch - repeat all around slip knot at end of row- chain 2- 1 sc in each stitch around slip knot at the end - turn work around (in reverse). dc in each stitch around- end w...

this hat can be worn in various styles.  The newsboy, slouch, slanted beret, the Aghani-Pakol, Beenie style, free-style ponytail.   two-inch elastic band  size 10-10.5 hook Wool-ease chunky Yarn color 127 Stitch marker Create a slip knot around elastic  22 sc around elastic band connect ends with slip knot apply stitch marker  chain 2 skip 1st stitch  2sc in 1st stitch and 2 sc in every 4th stitch end each row with slip knot - chain two- skip first stitch- SC crochet in three following stitches 2 sc in fourth stitch repeat or 4 rows end with slip knot chain 2 skip first stitch 1sc in ech following for 2 rows turn work around chain two  skip stitch  sc in next three stitches decrese in every 4th stitch for two rows ending each row with slip knot - chain two- repeat decrease in every 3rd stitch slip knot at end of row- chain 2 skip 1st stitch - sc in next 2 stitches -  decrease in 3rd stitch slip knot at end of row - chain 2 - skip 1st stitch- ...