when i wake up

 6/1/2025

when i wake up i will have reagin all that was lost and taken. when i wake up i will have even more. when i wake up i will be in Ahayahs grace when i wake up hope to remain therein. 

this has been one heck of an experince. six years of trial and strife, iniquity and death. so far gone yet circling around to live my truth once again. yes, on my third second chance.


to be woke

is to be liberal

i didnt know 

i simply thought being woke was a term for the validated conspircy theorists.


 a quithe a few thoughts circulated thsught my head. i think out loud a lot. which bothers me. kind of on the lines of murmuring.  

then there is anna admitting what she does is wrong (wont apologize) cause she suspcts im doing it to her. by not being dclear on my returndte. that bein reveled through Lana.

i have determined my need for vitamin c, e, potassium, fish oil, b12 energy, fiber, and probiotics.

my hair has grwon and if  i bldow dry it its long enough to look quite nice braided.  i can go natural with this look.  will I dispose of the synthetic hair and wigs? hmm. Naaa, not yet..

making a positive impact on dhana kids. out in the back yard and noticed some concrete

worked onmy poney hat beret pattern and im close to its perfection for publish.





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