Daily Discipline

6/4/2025 So idoa has left with the signed paperwork to change healthcare agencies. i was so eager for it to get done i rushed mom into signing the papers without reading. usually representative will go the forms this represented didnt. i would sound stupid to ask revealing i didnt read the paperwork.  some poa am i.  i witnessed the rep take of photo of my moms bsnk statements, state id, and ss card but didnt at least take a photo of the signed documtnts. how stupid of me? the irony here is that i scutinize tonjah before loaning her money for car repair but not the idoa reprep.  at times i feel mentally drained when it comes to mom. at times i tend to run out  energy and interests.  now her grandson dough has called annoucing his arrival to visit her, that was 20 minutes ago. i must coach myself into allowing this. nothing wrong with him wanting to visit his granny, its just id prefer a scheduled  visit nothing spontaneous. so out of inconvenience mom was m...

*A birthday that goes awkward it runs in the family, a child being born the day after their mother's birthday. Ebony december 5 hasd her second eldest sone the day after december 6 . Tonjah september 10 oldest son born a day after along with two other children in the same month. talk about sticking to a fertile mating season, eh? then there is Beedie febuary 5, the mother of both them along with Ella. stereotypes run in the family also the middle child is the least noticed, the oldest and the youngest competes for attention. there is a favorite, the tattle tale, the bad seed, the good two shoe, the is smart and lintelligent one, the tom boy, the girly girl, all ithese characteristics in three sisters. the mother gets all the attention.  but now mother is gone.  ebony is gone. what about jeremy? beedie is gone. what about ella? only mother left is tonjah. the middle child who is often overlooked.  why is this important? what is trhe significaqnce? MOm's celebration was a b...